The past year my blog has been on and off since January, when every thing started to get a little bit tough and I started to struggle, and I'm not ashamed to admit to it. I've shared a few posts now, from why I've been absent from blogging back in February to struggling with everything and I'm so tired. I guess in a way you could say it was a cry for help, or even just to say I'm not okay, please bare with me. 

I absolutely loved blogging when I did it, and I miss it more than anything but when you go through the stage I've been going through since January, everything you love and enjoy seems like nothing to you anymore. I haven't enjoyed anything and I haven't wanted to do anything. I lost all of the things I loved the most and I've struggled to get back into them.

Back in October I shared a post to start doing Blogtober, but of course things don't go to plan but that's completely okay sometimes. I had all intentions to get involved with Blogtober, but went mental health gets in the way, there's no way of stopping it. 

The past few weeks have been the most difficult but the most two important people in my life said something to my the other day, firstly "you need to do something you love to do" and "instead of trying to get rid of the darkness, find the light", which then made me think about Kimberley Jessica, and the love for my blog. I then started to think about my social media and making some changes, being more raw and personal. 

This time, I don't want to think about goals and blogging everyday and making myself feel anxious and worried about what people might think or how my stats are doing. I want to do this for me and to help myself, and maybe even someone else out there. 

Make sure to follow me on my social media accounts which are all listed below; mainly using @Kimberleyjessca on twitter and instagram. 

I'll see you soon

Kimberley Jessica

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