Good Morning!
I hope you've had a wonderful week.

It is the third week of my weekly round up and well I would say this week has probably been the worst week of 2017 so far unfortunately. So many different things have happened and it's been an emotional and stressful week which I've found it difficult to cope with!

Firstly, I always always always have issues with my body and body confidence and this week it really took it's toll. I absolutely hated everything about myself this week and it's forever breaking me down. I have a figure, I'm a standard weight for my height and I'm a comfortable size 8/10 on top and 12 on the bottom. My clothing size isn't an issue to me; it's just the flabby and wobbly bits which I really don't like. One day I'm going to find acceptance but I'm not entirely sure when this is going to be.
This week I also had a rough couple of days at work. The boy I look after stabbed me with a pencil because I was writing (I know, you're probably thinking what the heck, why did he do that?) and believe me, I'd love to know the answer to that as well. I cannot lie, my job is very rewarding in the long run but every day I work, it's a constant battle which we're both trying to win and it's tiring.

If you have me on twitter then you may know I've been struggling the past few days because of my boyfriend falling apart. On Wednesday evening his dog was put down right in front of him after a wonderful 12 years. It was heart breaking but I was expecting it; but seeing my boyfriend completely broken and seeing him in tears nearly every moment of the day; this is something I really struggle to cope with. I know all he needs is me but seeing him like this breaks my heart. Losing a dog is like losing a child. I lost my dog three years ago and it still breaks my heart now; but when you see the person who you love more than anything, cry like he's never cried before; what do you do? How are you supposed to deal with this as well as the heart break from the death of their dog.. It's difficult.